Sometimes I wonder where my f*cking head is. Yesterday we had some awesome Italian sausage from Columbus Meat Market.  I fired up the BBQ to cook the sausage and when it was almost done I lowered the heat. I took the meat off after 5 minutes but I forgot to turn off the bbq! I then put the black bbq protector cover on the BBQ and had lunch. Like 2 hours later wifey is asking why the BBQ is still hot. Needless to say dipsh*t (me), left it on for like 2 hours! I snapped 2 photos of the plastic water nozzle that was sitting on top of the BBQ. I don’t even want to think about if I left that on all night, house catches fire perhaps?!?! I’m luckier than I think I am, be grateful for what you have you jackass (me). I could of had less to be grateful for if my house caught fire, enough said…

Today I feel like I am at a cross road. My Internet marketing business seems to slowly be dying (the offers I am promoting anyways). As hard as it is to swallow I made a ton of cash online. My question is, is it over? I have no clue, but I have been in these situations enough in the past 5 years to know that something grand is waiting for me at the end of the tunnel. Every time things go to hell somehow I bounce back with something else and make even MORE money. I’m unsure how it works or why it happens but that has been the rule of the land for the last 5 years.

I find it hard to be motivated  in front of the laptop as of late. All these “problems” are not caused by me, never have been. But one thing I do tend to do is go for the quick bucks, not always but sometimes. Perhaps I am setting myself up for these situations. I could go work a 9-5 and feel “secure”, but that secure feeling is a jail sentence to me. And I don’t need the 9-5 job.

I think the best thing for me to do is just let it ride out. I dunno where I am headed, but the ride this far has been a blast to say the least. Ten years ago I would have never dreamed I would be where I am today…   I am grateful for how my life has turned out, so lets see what the future holds. Even though I’m not in the best mood cause of this shit, some how it will work out, it always does some how…..